you know who you are.
I guess I still miss you. I miss all the possibilities. I miss your laugh and your smile. I miss your hands holding mine. I miss your smell. I miss your cat. I miss your cooking, of course. I miss the way things were before everything went to shit. I wish things could have been different. Everything is changing now, so fast that I can't breathe. I hope you're okay. I do still care, despite what I said. I'll always care.